I felt this week that my body’s not healthy anymore. Lots of pains I’m feeling. So my cousin and I decided last night to play badminton this morning. And yes, at last! Natuloy din! Woke up before 6am. Played badminton and jog for 2 hrs. Sobrang sakit lang sa legs though that’s okay. At least, before school starts, I had my body exercise. I still want to continue exercising this week and in the next week but ugh, school is gonna start next next week. -____- Though it feels so good to warm your body up early in the morning! :)

Credits to Photo Booth in my Macbook. Haaays. When boredom strikes, tadaaaaa!

I’m not the kind of girl who make pa-cute infront of the camera. I’m a girl who used to make-face and do some weird faces. I’m not a totally-formal person. I make fun of my face. You don’t want what you’re seeing? It’s ayt. Being real is better than being a copycat.

Minsan kasi, nakakasawang laging maayos yun itsura. Nakakaumay. Paulit ulit itsura. Bat di mo subukan magpapanget(lalo). Wala lang. So you know who’ll accept you for who you really are than to accept you for what you are really not. :)

That’s the quote I’m into. Maybe having a higher achievement is an honor and a praise for you, but with a higher expectation, I’m telling you, it’s as hard as breaking a diamond. Other people look up to you and watch you as you go on with what you’re currently pursuing. They judge you. They tell you what to do. They decide things for you. They make sure that you won’t fail. And they make sure that you’re one of the best or even THE BEST. You’re pressured by them, not by yourself. You’re doing things beyond your limitations just for their expectations be accomplished. 

I have mixed emotions right now. Yes, I’m honored that I got higher achievements. BUT, I’m pressured for their expectation that was given to me. Reading some of the tips for the UST freshies, I got goosebumps all over. I don’t know if I can do everything in college. I don’t know if I could pass all my subjects. I don’t now if I can finish my studies there. WHAT IF ALL THESE QUESTIONS DIDN’T HAPPEN? The answer is, I’M DEAD. Why? Mom said, “pag-igihin mo, mataas expectation sayo. Halos lahat ng tao nakita ang tarpaulin mo na nakapasa ka sa ganyan ganyan. Madaming mata ang nanonood sa bawat galaw mo kaya pagbutihin mo pag-aaral mo para wala silang masabing masama sayo.” This serves as my motivation. But please? Don’t push me so hard. :| I’ll just do my best, and I know, God will do the rest.

Last May 19, 2012. This was Brian’s plan. He’s the one who organized this get-together(DAW). We were supposed to be complete here, I mean my batch, but then, we were just 10. 7 boys and 3 girls at Brian’s house. As I remember, he called everyone days before just to inform abut the said get-together. I just can’t say no to him because that was the first time he made a plan for all of us to be together. Why not? I miss them too. So in the photo, they were watching The Simpsons. Okay, that may be weird for our age but that’s the reality. As if I know, the first one that Charles put in the DVD player was Popoye. I find that childish thingy on us normal. See the picture? They were all watching while I was capturing a stolen picture. 

L-R : Ryan Estil, Kevin Robles(partly hidden by Therese’s hair), Therese Bassig, Karlyn Miranda, Charles Mamba, Marx Garcia, MJ Cortez(at the back), Michael Peregrina and Brian Besmonte(the one in red)

They fetched the 3 of us(I was with Therese and Karlyn) by Brian’s adventure. When we got to Brian’s house, we just sat down and thought of what to do. Ryan bought a rootbeer while we craved for mangoes. The boys did the peeling while we’re eating. So generous. :) We watched and chit-chat. They decided to buy some foods so Brian and Estil went out to buy. While waiting for them, we went in Brian’s room and turned on his a/c. Hehe. When they came, we ate and drank(not alcoholic bevs). Therese and I decided to went home early but Karlyn went home earlier. All the boys sent us home via Brian’s car. And hours after, we’re together again to watch basketball championship. They served as our bouncers. Hohoho.

I can say I miss them to bits! They may be bully and have lots of hoax in their life, there’s still a place for their generous and sweet heart. They do treat us like their own sisters. We were not scared even though we were just 3 girls and they were 7. Know why? We do have trust in them. And we were right. See? Nothing wild and malicious happened. That day was just full of laughters that I miss and will surely miss. :)

Ano ba kasi kayong mga anon? Nagagalit kayo sakin eh hindi ko naman kayo kilala. Wag ka kaya mag-anon para nice fight. Hahaha jk. Pero sa totoo, kada makaka-receive ako ng anon msgs dito sa tumblr, dalawang emotion yun nararamdaman ko.

• Una, medyo asar. Kasi sasabihan ka ng ganun diba? Na wag feeler. Eh hindi naman ako nagffeeling. 
• Pangalawa, kinikilig ako. HAHAHAHA! Oo, autistic yata ako kasi pag may hate msg ako na natatanggap, kinikilig ako imbis na magalit ng sobra. Eh kasi, pag may hater ka ibig sabihin sikat ka or masama ugali mo. Pero sa kasamaang palad, hindi ako sikat at hindi din masama ang ugali ko. Masama ba magfeeling? Nagffeeling nga akong asawa ni Daniel Padilla eh. HEHEHEHE. 

Nakakatawa este nakakatuwa yun mga anon. Nag-uubos ng oras para magbigay ng msg sakin na ganun. Thank you naman. Pinapakilig nyo ko. Hahaha! HATERS GON’ HATE!!!

Eto talaga yun totoong AKO. Ewan ko pero kilalang kilala ako ng mga kaklase kong lalaki. Kasi kahapon, simula tanghali hanggang gabi, magkakasama kami. Nag-get together yun batch namin kahit kakagraduate palang namin. Hahaha! Ayun, nanood kami ng championship ng basketball nun gabi tapos nun umulan, tinigil yun game. Kina Therese muna kami pumunta para ihatid siya pero tumambay pa saglit kami nina Michael, Charles, Marx. Tapos sumunod si Brian. Eh pinapauwi na ako ng kapatid ko kaya sabi ko hatid na nila ako. Eh walang tumatayo sakanila para ihatid ako. Ayun, tumayo ako tapos naglakad. Tinatawag ako pero hindi ako lumilingon. Maya maya, nagbabay na sila kay Therese tapos sumunod sakin sina Michael, Charles at Marx. Sabi ni Michael, “tara hatid na natin ang mahal na reyna”. Hehehehe. Tinatanong kung nagtatampo daw ako. Hinatid nila ako tapos nakiinom. Nun palabas na sila ng bahay, sabi nun isa, “kulot alis na kami, baka nagtatampo ka ha”. Tapos nun katext ko sila nun gabi, ayan yun sinabi sakin. Ewan ko pero nasanay sila sakin na ganyan. Pero lagi nila akong inaamo. MEHEHEHE they love me no? :)

Ano yung Myopia te ? Nako ! Sabi sayo e, labo ! Aha.

I just had my check up with my optometrist earlier this afternoon. And guess what, I don’t have astigmatism already. But sad to say, I’m a myopic. Nagpagawa na din ako ng eyeglasses ulit since nawala yun dati ko. Sabi ni Dra. Chavez sakin, malabo na daw talaga mata ko at lalong lalabo dahil sa course ko. Syempre subsob sa pag-aaral atsaka sobrang daming pinag-aaralan. Okay. -_-

Aba te ! Joke lang. Haha may sarili akong akin ! IYONG IYONG SI DANIEL JOHN FORD PADILLA ! Hahaha :))

Di mo masasabi te ! :)))